Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in rav4pimpin's LiveJournal:

Thursday, July 14th, 2005
11:41 pm	..its been a while huh? Well..hey again!im back to my dads house and its now 11:27 which means i have nothing to do except get online and update ... it was so good to finally go home to my mommas..i sure do love her.she left again today though to go to Mississippi..i wish i could have spent more time with her.But hey..we're going to chicago at the end of the month to go shopping for school! I cant wait!! well 2night i decided to just come home and have a hang out night with my dad since my stepmom n lil bros are gone..we made a big yummy dinner and watched a movie but it was way gay so i fell asleep but i woke up and we did dishes..then fed the fish! haha..wow..my dad is the biggest dork but i got <3 for him. 2day i went fishin with Kyle and michelle..we went off shore by the beach..it was such a nice day and michelle caught a little shark and i caught a little kingfish,but when k lars was unhookin the fish from my line the hook went thru his finger and it was really scary,it started to bleed pretty bad so we decided to go to the ER and got it takin care of,my dad gave him some drugs.pretty funny cuz he wanted to sell them cuz it was worth $170 i guess?nerd. I cant stop thinking of him..and i miss him so much and the way things used to be.But its ok because i know i would never ever let myself go back to him.I think I was better off hating him because then i didnt want to just lay in his arms..but ya kno,im workin on it.(i told him his friend is cute,i wonder what he thought of that?)Im trying really hard to get over it... and everyone else for that fact.im doing a good job on the 2nd part though..its time to start living my life and stop worrying about all the crap that high school comes along with and the dumb girls and jerk boys,ya kno? im out. <3,faith,and Peace Current Mood: //in a few weird ways// (Comment on this)
Friday, July 8th, 2005
12:11 am	these things are so fun sometimes!!!!!!i just had to.. . M E . . [my name is]: Mallory MFEMFE....aka Mal [love is] : Painful, but sometimes worth every tear no matter how badly we get hurt. [I’m afraid of] : losing my mom . . H A V E . Y O U. E V E R . . [pictured your crush naked?] : hmm. actually no..but i am now! lol [actually saw your crush naked] : nope..havent even seen him that many times..just think hes a cutie..not a real crush. [been in love] : yes..ive had a first love who is now one of my good friends i can tell anything to..and ive been head over heels in love that has ended in the most anger ive ever had... [cried when someone died] : both of my grandfathers,my beautiful aunt,and my doggie... [lied] : too much.. . . W I T H. T H E . S E X.Y. PEOPLE . [what do u notice first?] : arms..nationality [last person u slow danced with] : .....Gp [worst question to ask] : Do You still like him? . . W H O. . [makes u laugh the most?] : tommy,even though we dont really talk anymore [makes u smile] : my momma [gives u a funny feeling when u see them] : no1 at the moment. [who do you have a crush on?] : someone ive only seen around a few times and they probably dont even remember my name..i jsut think he's cute...but no names..good try! [is easiest to talk to?] : michelle . . W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R . . [coke or pepsi] : coke (cherry of course) but im not much of a soda..im a sweet tea junkie [flowers or candy] : Flowers [tall or short] : Tall. . . D O . Y O U . E V E R . . [sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to IM you?] : a couple of years ago yeah,but now i never have the time unless its at midnight at my dads house.. [cry because of someone saying something to you]: most definently..i even used to cry when he said I love You . . W H O . W A S. T H E . L A S T . P E R S O N .. [you talked to on the phone] : Jessie [hugged] : K Lars [you laughed with] : michelle . . D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U . . [smoke cigarettes] : [obsessive]: used to be..about some things.not really anymore about anything though [could you live without the computer?] : yea [whats ur favorite food?] : omg dont make me pick,food is my favorite thing in the entire world. [drink alcohol?] : Not recently. [like watching the sunrises or sunset?] : sunsets for sure.. [what hurts the most? Physical pain or emotional pain?] : Emotional.no matter how physically bad it is...i believe your heart is the most sensitive thing about someone [trust others way too easily?] : that is my biggest weakness . . F A V O R I T E . . [ Drink ] : sweet tea for life [ Color ] : gold [ Album ] : either shawn mcdonald or the longest yard soundtrack [ Shoes ] : my new nike work shoes..even wear them out haha GANGSTA [ Candy ] : peanut m&ms [ Animal ] : puppy [ TV Show ] : reno 911 [ Movie ] : the notebook..i know that is like so typical though.. [ Dance ] : slow&meaningful.. [ Song ] : so so so SO many.. [ Vegetable ] : sweet corn or jessie's mom's glazed baby carrots . . A R E .Y O U . . [ Understanding ] : sometimes [ Open-minded ] : yea-sometimes 2 much haha [ Arrogant ] : can be [ Insecure ] : who isnt [ Interesting ] : you tell me [ Random ] : not so much [ Friendly ] : I try [ Smart ] : yeah..blessed with brains,thank God [ Moody ] : oh yes. [ Childish ] : na [ Independent ] : ya, going to cocoa beach really taught me to be my own best friend and get things done alone because you cant count on anyone else to get things done but yourself ya kno? [ Hard working ] : only when I'm passionate about it [ Organized ] : pretty much [ Healthy ] : not at all [emotionally stable] : not at the moment [ Shy ] : not really [ Difficult ] : can be when im cranky [ Bored Easily ] : hmm..idk..thats a toss up [ Messy ] : yup [ Thirsty ] : a lot [ Responsible ] : ya [ Angry ] : you have no idea [ Sad ] : yea, more often then i should be.but i dont show it. [ Happy ] : i get my moments.. [ Hyper ] : sometimes [ Trusting ] : i think so [ Talkative ] : depends . . W H O .d O .Y O U .W A N T .t O . . [ Kill ] : gp..duh. [ Slap ] : alysha anderson [ Get Really Wasted With ] : nick [ Get high With ] : michelle [ Look Like ] : carmen electra [ Talk To Offline ] : my mom right now [ Talk To Online ] : koa . . N U M B E R S . . [of times i have had my heart broken? ] : Once majorly..the other times were just silly childish learning things with nicholas..but ive only been crushed by one person. [of hearts i have broken?] : 2 [of boys i have kissed?] : Hmm who knows..dont keep count. sorry charlie [of girls i have kissed?] : i kiss my girlfriends on the cheek when theyre upset sometimes but i dont prefer to make out with girls,sorry again charlie. [of tight friends?] : umm, 4. [of cd's that i own?] : they're too many to count. I burn CD's of everything [of things in my past that i regret?] : quite a few big things. I KNOW : my mom needs me. I WANT : to be more faithful to God. I HAVE : more than i deserve. I WISH : there were more days in a week. I HATE : him.and for trusting myself he had changed.. I MISS : the feeling of being in love I FEAR : being alone forever I HEAR : the computer blowing air!lol. I WONDER : if we'll ever talk again.. I TRUST : God I LOVE : my mom and dad. I ACHE : for a perfect body I CARE : too much I ALWAYS : think about someone i shouldnt. I AM NOT : as faithful as i should be to God I DANCE : when a song i love comes on I SING : in my car I CRY : 2 much I DO NOT ALWAYS : help my parents out I FIGHT : with my older brother I WRITE : letters sometimes that i never give to the person. I WIN : not as often as i wish! lol I LOSE : my emotional strength I CONFUSE : sometimes I LISTEN : often I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND : with a friend or at work I NEED : love I AM HAPPY : when im with my mom I SHOULD HAVE : never kissed that dumb boy I THINK : too much about him I TEND TO : have very bad luck keeping a cell phone I TEND NOT TO : keep track of my belongings THIS TEST: is a waste of time because i doubt anyone took the time to read all of the answers Current Mood: & hungry as usual (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 7th, 2005
11:04 pm	everytime i turn around-i find my heart in pieces on the ground.. hey yall..well i jus got home from the haven and stuff..bad night..not as big a turn out as i was hoping for but theres always next week...plus my tikki torches got stolen.. so how about 2night was most def. a bummer...every day im starting to come to the conclusion more and more that this time in my life is all about finding myself and making it through high school and all the drama because more and more people are starting to disappoint me as friends and people i thought were important to me.and i really dont think i should waste my time anymore on caring about people in general and all the backstabbing we all do to eachother..of course my very few best friends and most def. my family i care about my whole heart and im really gona start spending more time with them because ive just really been goin thru a change lately realizing who really matters,who doesnt,who never did,and who always will... ive never been more hurt and so pissed and full of anger at someone in my entire life...it sucks knowing i wasted my entire sophmore year on him and at cocoa beach..i never have believed more in the quote "NOTHING is impossible" because i used to think that what he did to me was impossible and that theres no way on earth someone that close to my heart and someone i thought was so in love w/ could do what he did...but he did do it...and no matter how much he thinks he was right,he wasnt.i know everyone thinks because im still so upset and hurt and mad about it it must mean i still care,well i dont at all....i could careless actually..hell ill help pay for "his plane ticket to nicaragua"....im just so shocked in surprised and in disbelief at the person i fell in love with turned out to be....thats life. well...thats all for me 2night...sorry about all the bitchin'...i just need to let it all out...i hope you guys have a good night..be safe..   ~Kisses:2:the Misses~    &   *Hugz:2:the Thugz* Current Mood: gloomy (Comment on this)
2:09 pm	ahh-i have a journal! weird... well...i know this is no cool MYSPACE or whatever,but hey...so im at the Haven gettin everything ready for the bbq bash tonight at Kelly(i hope a lot of people come..we've been doin a lot to prepare for it :\ )but yeah im goin in a few to go get my hair done..its my first real "hair appointment" and not just a supercuts trim lol im kinda nervous..im jus gona get it whacked at..scary...but yeah well i dont have a lot of time to get personal so ill just tell you some about me cuz i think thats what people do in their first entry right? here we go! :-D Full Name- Mallory Ann Morgan Age-16 DOB-September 10,1988(its comin up!get ready lay-D's n gentz) hair color-brown eye color-green&brown nationality-...welsh?lol yes its true. job-Ron Jons and working at the Haven in my free time Car-RAV4 for life!!!!!get up off my game!!! family-1 brother(19)2 half brothers(8&10)and divorced parents (&stepmom) pets-1 blonde lab(sammie)and 1 dappled doxen(faith) relationship status-completly single,flying solo for a while... sports-soccer and surfing best friend(s)-Michelle and Kealani school-MIHS c/o 07 WHAT WHAT! where all have i lived?-Florida and Louisiana for a year well o man its time to go get my hair "styled and deep conditioned" ah! lol i feel like a spoiled princess,well yall i hope to see you tonight at Kelly! its gona be a lot of fun... ))x's and o's(( God Bless Current Mood: nervous (2 Comments |Comment on this)
12:32 pm	I just made a livejournal account!! Wellll...thanks to Jordan and her amazing journallll,i have just created one myself because hers was just way too cool and those survey things she did in her journal looked like fun..i figured hey,why not let people know more about me!? SO.....im gona start that another time because im actually fixin to fall asleep..ive gota be up in the mornin to go work at the haven SO ill most def. update tomorrow and let you all know about me..i know youre just dyin to know ;o) .kisses 2 the misses.n.hugs 2 the thugs. HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JOR JOR BANKS!! Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)